You scare me. You remind me so much of him it feels like I relived the past in a sense. We were just sitting there expressing ourselves in every which way. The words you spoke, how you felt, how you thought, your perception of me…..almost like his. I could see our future already. It wont go anywhere just like it didn’t go anywhere with him and I. I like you, I’m attracted to you, I enjoy your company, were similar in certain ways. But I’m not going back to my dog days. I refuse to torture my heart and mind. They’ve been through so much and they’ve gotten so far. No hay regreso.
I’ve never had a significant other but i have dabbled with a few guys. Not gonna lie, i do feel somewhat used and not that interesting, due to the fact most guys I’ve encountered chilled with me not because they just enjoyed my company but more so just wanted to fucks around. As I think about it i would like someone to just be there, you know? to keep me company, nothing really serious or labeled, something simple and effortless, if it gradually progresses into something more serious, so be it. But at the same time i don’t want to be pinned down and controlled; Maybe worrying about emotions, opinions, feelings ect. changing, their’s and/or my own. I don’t wanna be anybody’s “other half” or “everything” neither them as mine. Come to think of it, i’ll never be at ease. I don’t mind having fun but i would like to experience something genuine and pure. I’m scared.
are the two main ingredients you need to make an all natural lip balm. Yesterday my girls and I decided to to make some lip balm with 2oz of organic bees wax and 1oz of organic coconut oil and melted it together on the oven. Then we added essential oils to give it a scent. I used grapefruit B]